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1 Tawaran hebat.....

Friday, May 5, 2006
well, hari selasa lepas, makcik aku call aku masa kat office.
"Rul, what job are u doing now?".So aku jawab la aku more to customer and service support oriented job.

"I got a good job for you to consider and I really hope u will take this offer",kata makcik aku. Wahhhh....bersungguh nampak nyer makcik aku ni. So dalam kepala dah pikir macam-macam perkara dah. Sebelum dia sempat cerita apa keje yang dia nak offer, sepantas kilat aku fikirkan renumeration and how big bucks i will earn later on...hahaha.Rakus!
Makcik aku sambung lagi,"I want to offer u to work in Jeddah. Contract work for 2 years for 200 million dollar project. Accomodation, car, fuel,meals will be provided. I really want you to work there. Its a good exposure to work with foreigners".

Perghhh....masyuk gila dia punyer offer. Kire nyer cuci kaki dan tangan je la sebaik aku turun dari MAS di Jeddah nanti...hahaha. So hari Selasa nye tu mood keje aku pun terus la berubah. Half-hearted kata orang. Ye la, dah dapat offer best kan. This job is confirmed for me! They are waiting for my decision either yes or no....see....rezeki kan. Genap setahun keje kat Time, offer terus datang. Dapat pegi keje kat oversea lak tu...main contractor is Bin Laden company, bapak kaya kompeni tu.

malam tu aku pun pegi la jumpa ngan makcik aku tu. Ye la, takkan nak terus setuju jer ngan offer dia. Giler apa, ngan gaji tak tau lagi berapa banyak dia bagi, apa skop kerje yang aku kene handle, bila nak pegi ke sana, so all need to be considered first before i say "yes". After a short briefing, few puff of my cigarette, a sipped of thick tea, i knew how my job scope, what's the renumeration, how's the working condition....but for sure, no enjoy for two years!...hahahaha.God....I can live that way....instead the wages is not worthit with what u give.I cant make much for the two burning years...and i still can make that amount while i'm in here though....no compromise....i can live wherever i've been thrown.thats the facts!
jadi, dari hari ke sehari, offer tu masih bermain dalam fikiran. Patut ke tak aku lepas kan peluang ni...tanyer orang sana, tanye orang sini....kesimpulan nyer, sume orang tak bagi aku pegi. Pertama, tak berbaloi dengan apa yang akan aku dapat.Kedua, job scope aku lari dari bidang yang aku ceburi selama ni..[actually i still can manage people]..hehe.Ketiga, mungkin aku tak terbuka hati utk terima kerje ni....Dengan hati yang tenang, aku pun menolak la tawaran ke jeddah tu. Kalau aku accept, bermakna, 15 May ni aku akan fly ke sana dan memulakan usaha aku sebagai mandur yang berjaya di Tanah Suci Mekah...hahaha.Takpe, sabar je sikit. Mungkin tak lama lagi akan datang rezeki lain pulak......CHEERS!

0 'bout my little Koi

Monday, May 1, 2006
uhuk uhuk.....
Now I'am telling you, I really sad when I saw the koi pond blogged..
Past few months, I had a lot of health, fat and tame kois, but now its all memories.
No more fish feeding on evening, no more beautiful colored creatures inside my pond, no need go to Jalan Pasar to buy the fish pallete and no more water filter cleaning on weekend. Its all gone dude....in a while, just a short while, all my kois gone...all dead...uhuuk uhuk....

Because one man showed to be genius, he killed my koi. I can accept his fault, violently and without humanity spirits, kill my pets in pain.....what THE f**king guy he is...

No more stories about koi....I'll pet other cheap fish later on and if I have a feeling to do so......CHEERS!

0 Restless weekender


Halluuuu.....lama nyer tak menulis dalam blog ni...terasa seperti telah dilupakan la plak. Tak kesah.....dan jangan risau, aku masih ada lagi.

Tengok la tajuk blog ni.Mcm hampeh kan. dah dekat dua bulan hidup camni. Hujung minggu je tak de live yg nak dihidupkan....ke sana ke sini, antar barang, kutip hutang yg tak sampai berjuta juta lagi....tunjuk barang kat orang sana, promo pulak kat orang sini. Tapi Aiman tak kesahhhh.....sebab pada usia muda ni la kena bergerak aktif. At least got something to gain and can be banked-in on the next day. Yes, sure you understand what i mean.I'm talking about how pain you should be to gain big. I remember one Hitler's quote, "better try to fail rather than you fail to try". I am trying to do whatever I can to improve my 'bank statement printing' rather than I keep thinking 'bout the idea but I wont do anything. The idea is still an idea until I do something to realise it.

Now, I'm doing it the way around. I will do what I want to do and keep thingking how to improve the tasks all the way while realising the idea...can understand ahh? hehe...I'm the doers, please dont think how I did it but for sure, I did realised what Im doing and I was satisfied with the result. Orang cakap sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit. Consistence works, plus a bit strenghs and mixed it with enough passions will do make it better though....

Huhuhu.....as of today, I close my business at the end of April, 2006.Really mad though doing this, but trust me, if u really enjoy what u do, then the rezeki will go in. I close my ledger for April '06 with distinstion....hehe..I'm the person who always padded my own shoulder, the best track record sale for this 3 months. Myself couldn't believe it, but the statistic show it....hahahaha.

Well, now I'm thingking the other source of money I can earn...trumphh tam tam pham...tram taam tam pram....lalalal alala.CHEERS!